Showing posts with label Happy Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Happy Thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Pre-Christmas Post

Taken on the 21st of November, 2009
Manila Cathedral

The Parable of the Fourth King
By Sen. Juan Flavier

THE whole world knows of the three kings - the wise men who traveled far to pay homage to the Baby born in a stable, and to offer Him their gifts of gold, incense and myrrh. They followed the star of Bethlehem in their quest for Baby Jesus.

A little known fact was the fourth king. He, too, a was wise who journeyed from the east guided by the same star, and he brought his own gift securely fastened to his faithful camel.

But the fourth king did not succeed in his quest. Or so he thought at first. For along the way, he kept making stops. Every time he saw a man in need, he would alight and provide succor.

He overtook a farmer carrying a heavy load. He stopped and offered his camel as he himself alighted and walked.

Near a gully, he found a farmer wounded from the attack of a wild animal. The fourth king tarried for days taking care of the farmer’s needs. He refused to continue his journey until the man was brought home to his village.

A group of bandits was pillaging the produce of another farmer. The fourth king again stopped to defend the helpless man. In the end, the bandits took away his camel and his gift.

So, he continued his travel on foot, still stopping and tarrying at every town where need beckoned him.

Many years passed before the fourth king reached Bethlehem. He was told that the Messiah had proceeded to Jerusalem on a donkey. He rushed over and found a throng of people. They were talking about a Jew who had carried a cross to Calvary.

The fourth king ran and from a distance, saw the silhouette of two crosses. A third one was just being erected. At the foot of the Christ nailed on the cross, the fourth king knelt and wept. "I am despicable for tarrying on my journey. I lost my gift and failed in my quest," he sobbed bitterly.

The Man on the cross spoke in a whisper in a most kindly voice, "Stand. I received your gift long ago and yours is the greatest of them. You found me!"

(December 31, 2003 issue)
-Sun Star

I came across this article when I had my practice teaching last year. It's been a year since I taught in a public school and heaven knows when I would come back. Anyway, it was also around this time of the year when my cooperating teacher asked me to look for a copy of this story and make a lesson plan for it. I got it and before I made my lesson plan, I read it. tried to find the theme, the elements whatnot, only to find myself struck by the essence of the story. Sometimes, one can just look at the surface and see that what is necessary has been there all along.

As Flavier may have put it, this is a story unbeknownst to whoever made the bible. They may not have known it for his goodness was unsung and modest.

In our lives we may stop along the way in our attempt to do something for other people. At times, we hesitate because we think we are supposed to do something more worth our while. We still do it anyway, for at some point, we think that's the least we could do. These little things, much to our ignorance, are like blessings to other people. We look at it differently because it's us who do the actions and they are just receivers of what we do.

I have learned, that we do not have to look up to adore who we believe in. We only have to look around.

Sometimes we fail to see the good in ourselves because we refer to goodness as the things that are publicly well-regarded. We have the notion that when we go to church, we become closer to God. We think donations and other religious activities elate God. We are looking far, much too far from the reality that it's the simple things that we do that matters most to whoever we believe in.

This fourth king could be me; it could be anybody else--and they wouldn't have noticed.
I'm glad somebody did.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

A Pre-Bedtime Post

Rey, I hope you would have the chance to read this. I may not muster ample strength to personally talk to you. However, I sincerely want to end things. I am sorry. I have done a lot of stupid things and I believe you do not deserve to suffer the consequences of my mediocre decisions. I am fully aware of the depth of all this and I accept the plausibility of not having a complete reconciliation with you but I fervently hope that you would consider and perhaps, accept my apologies.

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I have two jobs, the morning and night. I'm singing it in my head and somewhat pleased with the sense of the song, but seriously, I work to rid myself of everything that is emotionally stressing me out. It's better to wear myself out physically and intellectually.

I want to work in the morning to get an evening sched in the same spot where my office friend works (apparently that's my professional relationship with brix, haha.)

I want to work in the evening to have more money and to get out of the house.

I work because I want to leave and in its very essence, live.

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Tomorrow is gonna be twelfth of the month.
Wow. I've always valued every twelfth of every month.
So, yeah, viva dose. :)

In my humble opinion, it wouldn't hurt to plug love here. Brix. As mushy as it probably may sound to you, thanks. Staying for 26 months with me may have caused you a lot of trouble, but what the heck, you survived. :) I just hope you can last a little more. Haha. I love you. :)

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Let us all be happy. However we define it, anyway. :)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

After the Hiatus

Yes!! The blogging hiatus is over and I'm back!! *insert wild keyboard slamming here*

Google decided to screw me and is now giving me problems whenever I log-in to my old blog
. *insert garbled cursing here* So, here's my new blog: http://mindmeltingletters.blogspot.com. Visit it. Now~~

After months of trying to pull myself together to get my head shaved, I finally took the plunge today. I never actually thought that I would really do it. At first, I was just joking whenever I tell people that I want to get my head shaved. I love my long hair. But what do you know right? Funny thing is, before I went to the barber shop, I ate pancit, rice, and calamares. So, I am blaming the calamares for this. There was something evil with the squid I ate that kinda hypnotized me into getting a haircut. Nonetheless, I really like my new look. *hohoho*

I so freaking hate Youtube right now. I have made a 2-minute video for almost 5 plus hours using my newly downloaded Sony Vegas Pro 8. It took me a long time since it was my first time to use the software. So there, after all the bullcrap, I decided to finally upload it to Youtube but they keep on muting the audio due to copyright thingies. Arrrg.

Anyway, I'm going to start playing Patapon 2 now in my PSP. Yes~~ I waited so long for this game to come out. Well, the US/EUR version at least. Sony and Japan Studio finally got tired of laughing at the very anxious fans and gamers who can't wait to get their hands on the English version of the game and decided to release it to the market. I have a copy of the EUR version now so expect a short review of the game from me in the upcoming weeks. Since I can't contain my excitement anymore to play Patapon 2, I am not going to waste another minute of your life - and my precious playing time - so I'll say, screw you guys, I'm outta here.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

EUPHORIA

"I don't care."

People say it sometimes because they're too preoccupied with everything else that they refuse to care about other things of less importance.


We often say that to show that we're too strong to even worry about anything. We say it most of the time to show we're cool.

Aside from all these lousy reasons, during special occasions, we say it because we're way too happy to even bother.

I have been dropped officially/unofficially (I'm not sure of my status) from one of my subjects and honestly, I'm worried. I am aware that my professor is mad at me, but right about that matter, I don't care. What's important now is that I pass this subject (even with a tres for the love of Christ) and graduate.

I am still literally at war with a friend. I have no idea if I still consider him a friend. He nudges, he says things, he smirks and rolls his eyeballs at me, and in that regard, I don't care. I'm happy with the remaining friends that I have and nothing, even the thought of him bashing me round and about can even make me feel depressed. People who mock you and throw stones at you are perfect examples of people who should just be ignored. Love of attention can be found in more ways than one and if they find happiness in feeling superior, you just let them be. After all, they perfectly know what makes them happy and you're not in the right position to deprive them of their happiness. As they say, ignorance is bliss.

I get sick all the time and I don't care. I'm still alive and the thought of living another day despite sickness is enough to keep me going.

I give up matters of consequence for my personal joys and I don't care what happens next.

I cry, laugh, cry again, laugh again. People say I'm hard headed and all that, because I don't listen, but I don't care. I thank them for listening and for being there, but I'm gonna be even more grateful for letting me feel and experience how it feels to live a great, recessive-nonetheless-radical, booming life. Yeah.

I would still go through a lot and would still learn a lot. As for that, it's the difficulty of things that I wouldn't even care about. Oh, life.

As for now, I only care about how I feel for people I love the most, and for those who can stand right behind me when I feel like falling backwards. I only care about today.

Love, love, love. I love loving. :)

La Vita El Bella. Life is Beautiful.